all i wanted was a better life....

I wish i could understand. I wish i could. I'm lost. I'm confused. No one to show me the right way. No one to lead me. No one to hold me when i'm falling. No one to tell me the answer. No one to explain it to me. Why is this freaking world so freaking unfair to me huh? I hate this freaking feeling. I hate my life. I hate hate hate my life. All i wanted was a better life. Darnit. Sometimes i wished i was never born.

Freaky thing

I've just spend the whole freaking afternoon reading a DICTIONARY. Crazy eh?

freaky freaky freaky freaky freaky freaky freaky freaky freaky freaky freaky freaky

I could not believe that i'd rather read a freaking thick dictionary than a novel. That's the freakiest thing in my life, i guess. Heee. I have learnt a lot of new words. Wooohooo i'm happy and currently 'zi high-ing' here! Syok sendiri-nyer. Laa whatever.

I want to learn more new words. It's kinda fun, seriously. Time seem to fly faster then usual when i'm reading the dictionary. Weird-nya. Too bad there's no Korean or Japanese dictionary here. Or I'll be sticking to that dictionary like super dupah glue. I want a Korean dictionary! *grins*

i want to go to korea japan london paris now. now now now @@ someone sponser me?! please?

Anyways, got to ciao now. Four freaking essays and homeworks awaiting me now. Sayonara peoples~~

School whatever

School starts 2 days already. I was nearly asleep cause all the teachers are so freaking boring. I cannot tahan. Adui. I slept during Chinese and Sejarah period. Could not sleep during BM period cause the teacher so *i dont know what to say*. He so freaking ma fan one!! If i were in 3c, i could get Mz LYD as my english teacher. Huhu.. ><


Form & KH teacher - Cikgu Jacklyn Andrew
BM - Cikgu Ahmad *something something*
English - Puan Marina
Maths - Puan Nora
Chinese - *i dont know the name, but he's that brassband teacher*
Sejarah - Cikgu Toda
Science - Cikgu Puan Sii Leng
Geography - Cikgu Florialyeen

New year whatever

New year whatever. I want a better life this year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

happy new year 2008

A picture drawn by sakai :] heee.


Wheeee. Happy new year 2008 peepholes!! happy happy new year. Bye bye 2007 and Hello 2008!! woots~

I'm both happy and sad as the same time. -.-

Happy because its a new year. New year new everything. And a whole new start for me!! Sad because i'm getting older and having PMR this year! aiyo. I dont want to be old. I want to stay young forever!!

Happpy new year to all. Wish you all stay young forever and ever! God bless everyone!!

A lil bit of this and that..

Went to school today to check out the class list.

My new class is going to be 3B next year. I know i should be happy that i'm in B class than C class. But.. I dont wana be in a B class. I want to be in C class. 3C. I want 3C!

I dont like that B class feeling. Cause this year's 2B class students scare me. One of my friend who was in the B class say that alot of the students usually ponteng wtf wtf. And i usually see them quarreling like bunch of bodohs. LOL wtf.

Oh yeah, I hate the letter B, eversince that mid-term exam this year. Cause i failed the B part essay in the BM paper 2. I got a pretty 4% out of 20 or 30% i guess. I so dont want the bloooody B class. I want 3C. I miss my C class peepholes!!

And i was thinking of dropping chinese. Its supah dupah hard lol. I hate chinese!! I dont want to see a C or D in my pmr result slip because of chinese! Chinese shuck alot!!

Form 3 peepholes got their results the day before yesterday or was it yesterday. lol whatever. Congrats to all straight A's peoples and those who mencapai their target in PMR. Congrats to Lynette for her straight A's :) :)! Congrats to Kurt with 6A 1B. The B is okay cause there's no Geography in form4 after all, according to what you've said lol. Congrats to Kimmie with 3A 4B cause you got A's for science subject and is able to get into science stream, plus ur target is no C's what. You all have done well!

LOL. PMR is less than one year from now. I have to get ready for PMR liaw wtf. -.-

And i sorta kinda really feel bad for *coughahemcoughhimcough*. I feel that i'm some kind of evil and unfriendly person who refuses to even ask plus knowing that the person is waiting for me to ask or something. I can see the somehow so-called expression on the face. I should have somehow at least ask bah. Sorry dude! Sorry sorry!

I hate seeing lonely people. Lonely people walking on street alone in a dark night. Lonely people sitting all alone in a corner. They make me feel really sad. Very very sad. I wish i could walk with the 'lonely' on the street, or sit with the 'lonely' in the corner. I feel bad and sad seeing them. :(


Haaaapy Birthdaaaaaaaaaaaay Jill :)

Random-ness

I've just spend 15 minutes of my life brushing my teeth. FIFTEEN friggin long minutes wtf. LOL! The first time in muh life..using up so much time to brush my teeth wtf. -.-

Heck, those bloody braces stuck in my mouth is so uncomfortable. I cant bite anything now, even rice. Aiyoo. Even a little baby can eat those soft soft punya biscuits. Me, a 14 year old girl cannot. Aish, i'm even worst than a baby wtf. ><

Its 8 more days till pmr results. Woohhooooo. I cant wait till it arrives. And why do i even bother to care?

I love using 'wtf' nowadays. Its so freakin fun!!!

Lalalala..Random-ness rawk my stinking socks. Wooots. Good nite peepholes.