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UPDATE.

2009-05-02T07:01:00.001-07:00

yeah i finally decided to update, after a year or so. HEHE.

well, UPDATES on my current life!

i'm in form 4 now. to find me, please go to SMK CHUNG HUA MIRI form 4S2. HAHA. not funny.

i've gained some common sense.

i started going to church! and that's a good thing! :)

i got braces and have it taken off already!

i got heavier and a wee bit taller. :D

.i've made new friends.

i still fear cats and dogs.

sorry for the random-ness.

anyway, my life's in great chaos now. form 4 life is unbearable. i need extra time. DAMN IT. semester exams in two weeks and i have not started yet. i'm so gonna fail with flying colors.

i need to stay away from the computer. i MUST.

ME in the year 2009!

update done. HAHA.

roflolmao

2008-05-03T05:26:00.000-07:00

Let's burn coconuts..! hwaitang~

Tagga'licious babeh.

2008-03-05T03:59:00.000-08:00

RAWR.

tagged tagged tagged tagged tagged by by by by the the the kurt kurt kurt person person.

5 bad things about me .

a) I get jealous easily.
b) I hate and like people very easily, although i only met them once or i don't even know em'.
c) I hate/fear cats and dogs (so the very til' the max) and almost all the animals on earth except ducks and sheeps. lawl.
d) I'm darn good in spending money. arghhh. I need to change! :'(
e) I sleep in class most of the time and curi makan in class when i'm hungry. (lol i sounded like a bad student. owh well..)

Tag 5 people.

a) you
b) you
c) you
d) you
e) you

okay. this is stupid. i've just spent like about half an hour or more doing this? rawr! anyhoo, sayonara! ciaox! bai bai! (:

I feel like...

2008-02-04T20:55:00.000-08:00

......eating satay. :'(

Sakai

2008-01-24T05:00:00.000-08:00

Today, one of my friend said this..

"people in beijing cannot speak english ESPECIALLY me"

what she wanted to say was..

"people in beijing cannot speak english EXCEPT me"

i was like laughing for the whole period in science lab beacuse of that sentence. and i could not concentrate lagi. my friend and i were laughing like bunch of sakai. stupid sentence make me cannot concentrate. XD. sakai sakai. nyeh nyeh.

shit. i must must must concentrate and study! i cant study. adui. bo lak to study that friggin form 1 science. stupid science form 1 exam nexto week and i have not started. aish!

Kena Tag :o + loooooong meme

2008-01-23T23:32:00.000-08:00

Kena tag by kurt. This is a freaaaking looooooooong meme. heh see how 'long' the looooooooooong is..lol freaking freaking long one okay :o

Bold the statements that are true for you.
Italicise the statements that you wish are true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with girls.
I'm obsessed with boys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet. - i wanna get fat..fast..
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I love being happy.

Now..i would like to tag..:
1) people
2) people
3) people
4) people
5) people

heh. i dont know who to tag. lol. :)

gotta ciao now. belum study lagi. woohoooo~ oh and btw, anyone care to teach me science please? please please please??

Random stuffs

2008-01-18T06:05:00.000-08:00

Yay! I changed my background color back to white again!

White gives me the feeling of clean and happy somehow and black gives me the feeling of sad, depressed, emo and so on. I'm feeling both happy and sad now. So the background is white while the color of fonts are grey and black etc etc.

There's something wrong with me. How can i be both sad and happy at the same time. It just doesn't make sense. Fookudez!

Anyways, i'm in love with tvxq!'s latest song, 'purple line'. It's such an addictive song. Well, sort of. nyeh. I love purple line. And not to mention stripes too! I love stripes too. They're so pretty. Stripes stripes!!

Hmm. A picture to end this post. Kawaeeeeee-ness! Oooooh la la.

all i wanted was a better life....

2008-01-12T04:57:00.000-08:00

I wish i could understand. I wish i could. I'm lost. I'm confused. No one to show me the right way. No one to lead me. No one to hold me when i'm falling. No one to tell me the answer. No one to explain it to me. Why is this freaking world so freaking unfair to me huh? I hate this freaking feeling. I hate my life. I hate hate hate my life. All i wanted was a better life. Darnit. Sometimes i wished i was never born.

Freaky thing

2008-01-11T02:30:00.000-08:00

I've just spend the whole freaking afternoon reading a DICTIONARY. Crazy eh?

freaky freaky freaky freaky freaky freaky freaky freaky freaky freaky freaky freaky

I could not believe that i'd rather read a freaking thick dictionary than a novel. That's the freakiest thing in my life, i guess. Heee. I have learnt a lot of new words. Wooohooo i'm happy and currently 'zi high-ing' here! Syok sendiri-nyer. Laa whatever.

I want to learn more new words. It's kinda fun, seriously. Time seem to fly faster then usual when i'm reading the dictionary. Weird-nya. Too bad there's no Korean or Japanese dictionary here. Or I'll be sticking to that dictionary like super dupah glue. I want a Korean dictionary! *grins*

i want to go to korea japan london paris now. now now now @@ someone sponser me?! please?

Anyways, got to ciao now. Four freaking essays and homeworks awaiting me now. Sayonara peoples~~

School whatever

2008-01-05T01:58:00.000-08:00

School starts 2 days already. I was nearly asleep cause all the teachers are so freaking boring. I cannot tahan. Adui. I slept during Chinese and Sejarah period. Could not sleep during BM period cause the teacher so *i dont know what to say*. He so freaking ma fan one!! If i were in 3c, i could get Mz LYD as my english teacher. Huhu.. ><

Form & KH teacher - Cikgu Jacklyn Andrew
BM - Cikgu Ahmad *something something*
English - Puan Marina
Maths - Puan Nora
Chinese - *i dont know the name, but he's that brassband teacher*
Sejarah - Cikgu Toda
Science - Cikgu Puan Sii Leng
Geography - Cikgu Florialyeen

New year whatever

2008-01-01T05:01:00.000-08:00

New year whatever. I want a better life this year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

happy new year 2008

2007-12-31T08:06:00.000-08:00

A picture drawn by sakai :] heee.

Wheeee. Happy new year 2008 peepholes!! happy happy new year. Bye bye 2007 and Hello 2008!! woots~

I'm both happy and sad as the same time. -.-

Happy because its a new year. New year new everything. And a whole new start for me!! Sad because i'm getting older and having PMR this year! aiyo. I dont want to be old. I want to stay young forever!!

Happpy new year to all. Wish you all stay young forever and ever! God bless everyone!!

A lil bit of this and that..

2007-12-28T07:57:00.000-08:00

Went to school today to check out the class list.

My new class is going to be 3B next year. I know i should be happy that i'm in B class than C class. But.. I dont wana be in a B class. I want to be in C class. 3C. I want 3C!

I dont like that B class feeling. Cause this year's 2B class students scare me. One of my friend who was in the B class say that alot of the students usually ponteng wtf wtf. And i usually see them quarreling like bunch of bodohs. LOL wtf.

Oh yeah, I hate the letter B, eversince that mid-term exam this year. Cause i failed the B part essay in the BM paper 2. I got a pretty 4% out of 20 or 30% i guess. I so dont want the bloooody B class. I want 3C. I miss my C class peepholes!!

And i was thinking of dropping chinese. Its supah dupah hard lol. I hate chinese!! I dont want to see a C or D in my pmr result slip because of chinese! Chinese shuck alot!!

Form 3 peepholes got their results the day before yesterday or was it yesterday. lol whatever. Congrats to all straight A's peoples and those who mencapai their target in PMR. Congrats to Lynette for her straight A's :) :)! Congrats to Kurt with 6A 1B. The B is okay cause there's no Geography in form4 after all, according to what you've said lol. Congrats to Kimmie with 3A 4B cause you got A's for science subject and is able to get into science stream, plus ur target is no C's what. You all have done well!

LOL. PMR is less than one year from now. I have to get ready for PMR liaw wtf. -.-

And i sorta kinda really feel bad for *coughahemcoughhimcough*. I feel that i'm some kind of evil and unfriendly person who refuses to even ask plus knowing that the person is waiting for me to ask or something. I can see the somehow so-called expression on the face. I should have somehow at least ask bah. Sorry dude! Sorry sorry!

I hate seeing lonely people. Lonely people walking on street alone in a dark night. Lonely people sitting all alone in a corner. They make me feel really sad. Very very sad. I wish i could walk with the 'lonely' on the street, or sit with the 'lonely' in the corner. I feel bad and sad seeing them. :(

Haaaapy Birthdaaaaaaaaaaaay Jill :)

Random-ness

2007-12-19T07:35:00.000-08:00

I've just spend 15 minutes of my life brushing my teeth. FIFTEEN friggin long minutes wtf. LOL! The first time in muh life..using up so much time to brush my teeth wtf. -.-

Heck, those bloody braces stuck in my mouth is so uncomfortable. I cant bite anything now, even rice. Aiyoo. Even a little baby can eat those soft soft punya biscuits. Me, a 14 year old girl cannot. Aish, i'm even worst than a baby wtf. ><

Its 8 more days till pmr results. Woohhooooo. I cant wait till it arrives. And why do i even bother to care?

I love using 'wtf' nowadays. Its so freakin fun!!!

Lalalala..Random-ness rawk my stinking socks. Wooots. Good nite peepholes.

Hm.

2007-12-13T20:33:00.000-08:00

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	High
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Low
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Very High
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	High
Dependent Personality Disorder:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
-- Take the Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Info --

Christmas wishlist

2007-12-10T04:49:00.000-08:00

Oh dear Santa/friends/mummy daddy..Please get me these for christmas..

1, I want Junsu's cute laugh for christmas. Damn cute la wei..*ue kyang kyang*

2, I want tvxq standing in front of me greeting me "merry christmas"

3, I want fats.

4, I wanna go to Japan and eat all the food there!

5, I want the ability to feel no pain and also read people's mind.

6, I want every single album of tvxq.

7, I want smart-ness.

Ahhh~ 7 is enough liao, I'm not greedy ok. Not even until 10 leh. Think u can get me those 7 stuffs listed above? wuakakaka :DD

Stupidity

2007-12-10T04:41:00.000-08:00

Okay. It all started last Saturday...

I went to buy reload card. RM30 one. I think they don't have rm30 one, so they gave me three rm10 reload cards.

I was stupid enough to think that reloading all three of the rm10 one can be used for 1 month, like the rm30 one.

After reloading, i found out that i only can use THAT rm30 for 1 friggin week. Blardy hell..rm30 for one friggin week. How can i finish it. If i don't finish it, the next time i topup also surely cannot use finish one, and then forever cannot finish. Blardy hell..Stupid stupid stupid!!!

Anyone can tell me how to finish rm30 in one friggin blardy week? Damn it stupid reload card!!

Teeth, braces and whatever stuffs

2007-12-10T04:26:00.000-08:00

Omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg.

That permanant tooth is gonna be taken out tommorow. omfg. That's freakishly painful. I still remembered the dentist pulling out my other permanant tooth last time. Damn painful. Gah! I wish i had the ability to feel no pain!

And then later after a week..I will be having the supah dupah BRACES. ugh. And i'll look like a geek. Cool eh? -____- Say hi to the new me = geeky. Lol whateva.

But a week before putting braces, have to put a blue rubber thinggy, like rubberband one in between some of my teeth. And it hurts when i'm biting something. Damn it!!!! And why must the rubber thinggy be blue? I hate blue!! Blue is not my color..peh~

"i knew i loved you"

2007-12-10T01:59:00.000-08:00

A very beautiful song :)

Chinese Star

2007-12-08T05:25:00.000-08:00

I wanted to use some chinese in this post and i've just found out i have no CHINESE STAR. >.<

oh well..life goes on.. :)

Hamutaro

2007-12-05T07:27:00.000-08:00

I want Hamutaro. I want I want. Give me anything with the picture of Hamutaro on it or Hamutaro stuffs, I'll take it! :] roflolmao

Its such a cute, innocent, sakai, handsome, pretty, big-eyed, small-handed, orange-white, SHORT, perasan little thing. I heart Hamutaro. :DD

Addicted

2007-12-05T07:10:00.000-08:00

I am shooo addicted to korean/japanese songs nowadays, especially tvxq's songs. Hm. not ESPECIALLY their songs la, cause i am ONLY addicted to their songs. ngee! :DD Lynette "transfered" the very addictive disease to me. Woootss~

But i cant tell which is japanese and which is korean song. I even got confused with japanese and korean words while i was learning them [but failed]. They're like almost the same. Baggah! >.<

Its title-less..

2007-12-01T05:16:00.000-08:00

I feel.. left out.

I'm always the one being left out. People, friends or i can say everyone always seem to leave me out everytime. Gah!!!! I hate being left out. I don't wana be left out, anymore..ever again!! I have that kind of feeling that i dont belong here.

SHort-ness

2007-11-26T07:54:00.000-08:00

I want to be SHORT-er. Or maybe FAT-er.

I dont know why but being a shorty is kinda FUN. I dont really like to be a tall person. In fact, being a short person is fun-er. I wana grow short!!!! >.<

Teeth

2007-11-26T07:23:00.000-08:00

Hm, went to the dental clinic this afternoon to get my teeth fixed.

I think i'm gonna have braces soon. All this while i always thought having braces was fun. But now i dont want to have braces anymore. People told me that it was like so painful and very difficult to eat and cant even eat a chewing gum. Whadda heck? No chewing gum. Pooh.

And summore, i have to get that blardy freakin tooth done. That tooth is the permanant tooth which i broke when i was in primary 5. I slipped down at the poolside. And wala, the 1/4 of my pretty front tooth was gone. I used to love that tooth so much. Friggin swimming pool!!!! I'm mad at that swimming pool.

According to the dentist, that tooth is like dead already. And have to get the nerve out. LOL. I dont get that "get the nerve out" thinggy. Imagine a long thinggy called "nerve" being pulled out from my mouth. So the weird-ness. I can feel that that the dentist is like screwing something into i-dont-know-where around the area of that tooth & taking the i-dont-know-what out of it again this afternoon. But no pain at all. heehee. (: And taking that so called "nerve" thinngy is on next Monday. Argh!

I wish i had pretty teeth. I should have taken ALL the baby teeth out when i was really young. I regret not doing that when i was young. I hate those teeth, but heck they're mine!

Ngeeee!

2007-11-26T06:30:00.000-08:00

Wheee. My new blog again. -____-

I have forgotten my previous blog's password. Gah! I'm so shtooopid. Anyhoo, welcome to my new blog, AGAIN. & happy birthday to my blog. Have fun reading! :DD *smilesss*

Hm. I'm feeling so perasan nowadays. *scratches head with big sakai smile*